Tuesday, October 07, 2003

Had my first dream about the baby the other night. Some women really get excited about this, but mine wasn't that pleasant. In the dream I was trying to put a diaper on the baby, but as I tried the baby got smaller and smaller, until it looked like a little tangle of black thread. Then I couldn't find it at all. I had been changing it on a very messy table and I was looking under everything, couldn't find it. And I couldn't even tell if the baby was a boy or a girl. But then I got it -- or maybe my mom got it for me -- and I cupped it in my hands and breathed on it till it got big again. Hehe. Anxiety dream I guess.

Haven't gained back any of the weight I lost during morning sickness. No one would guess I'm pregnant by looking. Almost done with the first trimester though.

Telling the parents the day after tomorrow! So excited. Unfortunately it's a sad time for my family though -- my Grandma is not doing too well. I don't know if I'm happy to be able to cheer my parents up with my news or sad to have it come at such a time.

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